It’s been a while since I posted here. A lot can happen in a year. I’ve come to realize that people come and go in your lives and that the best thing to do when you’re young and still trying to figure out yourself is to be selfish and look out for yourself. A year ago, I was posting about this one girl that I liked and how I could never obtain her, and here I am a year later in a similar situation. I gave my all to you, for 5 months and you utterly just crush me and my feelings without feeling any disregard. You were the first person that I fully opened up to. All those memories that you said you didn’t regret and that you’d keep dear are nothing but a pitiful reminder to me of my own foolish faults. Now I fully understand that the only people I need in my life are myself and family, because it seems that they’re the only ones that are dependable and have genuine care for you. Hopefully, a year from now, things will be different.
